2 Different 4U.

He traces his fingers along her neckline as she breathes lightly, her chest moving in rhythm with every breathe she took. Restless, he withdrew his hand away from her and laid down beside her, as he did before.

"What's the harm in tracing your fingers on little May? It's not like you're going to kill her.... I hope?"

A big sigh and he closes his eyes. He opens them again and looks at May. Such serenity, most likely having a lucid dream. He shuffles a bit, and looks up.

".... if only you knew, I am screwing another girl whom I'm going to marry in 2 months time..."

He kisses her forehead gently, "It's to time get up, darling, or you'll be late for work." She stirs sleepily in her sleep, dazed from the soft kiss. She turns and smiles. He got up and walked to the kitchen to make some coffee and toast. She watched him lovingly from the back.

".... if only you knew, I am screwing my colleague at work who gives me good loving more than you ever would..."

In 2 years, so much can happen. And it did. No point in stopping the inevitable.

"Get your ass out of bed for breakfast!"

She watched him head to the bathroom as her eyelids fell back over her eyes. She felt her mind drifting back away from her body and into sleep. She was halfway dozing when he returned to the room and lay over her. He nuzzled his nose against her face and kissed at her cheeks.

"I adore you."
"I love you."
"Thanks."
"Say it."
"I love you", he said with a hint of relutance.

These ARE Just Words.

I'm talking to you. Yes, YOU.

I really don't need your help. In fact, I don't want help. Not anymore. I've been living with my problems ever since I was born and I've been able to cope with it just fine.

Yeah, a listening ear at times but I don't think I want it anymore. You... have your past haunting you. I want a break. I want a break. You've always loved her. For 16 months. I do believe there's that other someone whose perfect for you in everyway, that fits like a glove. And I don't think I'm that person. Don't I smoother you with love? You hate that. I tell you I love you but you can't do the same. These here are very good reason for a break.

Tiky, listen to you heart. It aches because you yearn for Natalie... still.
Care and Love ARE 2 totally different things. Don't just be with me because I'm in a very tight spot right now.

Leave me because you have to. And you need to get Natalie back. I know you still love her.
So just go. And don't make mistakes like I have.

Just go. Back to Natalie. I will be fine.

Daydreaming Solutions.

I had a vision; when I woke up today morning when the sunshine started pouring through my curtainless window.

A vision of me and you. In a car. Driving the endless road to nowhere. With songs of hope, love and peace filling our ears, space and heart. Reminding me of the times when you would take my hands and trace words of love on my palms.

I look into your eyes. I see the sea. Full of water. I feel it might choke me and drown me. But it's a sight to behold. A beautiful danger in your eyes. That won't let me die. It does not rage of anger but I feel it. Drops of water trickling down my face and on to my neck. Do you want to kill?

I reach out for you hand and cusp it to my chest. I say: "We will be together, Forever and always." Because I believe it so. I want to believe it. Into the land of eternity, we will walk.

Someone this beautiful to me cannot simply just be a figment of my imagination, can it be not?
For this to happen, I must Daydream.